I wish all these feelings would just go away
For my mind not to start to stray
Even if it’s just for one day.
Staying at home behind a closed door
It really is such a bore
Waking up not knowing what’s in store.
Everything I loved I no longer can do
I took things for granted if only I knew
Nowhere to go is making me feel blue.
No bingo, no theater, no going away
Inside the house is where I will stay
No plans just taking it day by day.
Usually on my own as not many friends
What now as lockdown extends?
Wish I could get away even just to cleanse.
Few months left until we begin a new year
Watching the news just gives me the fear
Will everything be OK? It’s just not that clear.
Locking my feelings behind a closed door
A daily walk down to the shore
Staying at home even if it is a bore.
By Lisa Murray